Welcome To My Past

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OVER YOU 

It took a while I know, it took way too long 

for me to let go of your name 

I didn't want you back but I didn't want you gone 

you were my fire and my rain 

I spent a long time hurt digging in your dirt 

Now I’m finally breathing on my own 

You may think you have me where you left me but you’re wrong 

You may think I’m home stirring my stew 

Welcome to my past, you’re there at last 

I’m over you, I’m over you… 

Oh yea… 

You were hanging in my closet lingering in my sheets 

You just wouldn't lay down and die 

I couldn’t cut lose from underneath your reigns 

Couldn’t get my heart untied 

You may think you have me where you left me but you’re wrong 

You may think I’m home stirring my stew 

Welcome to my past, you’re there at last 

I’m over you, I’m over you… 

I’m over you, I’m over you… 

Oh yea… 

And I won’t save your place anymore and I won’t set your table 

Cuz maybe you showed me a little bit of heaven 

But then you put me through hell 

And now I’m back where I need to be 

You may think you have me where you left me but you’re wrong 

You may think I’m home stirring my stew 

Welcome to my past, you’re there at last 

I’m over you, I’m over us 

My bed’s already made 

I finally broke the chain around 

my heart and walked away

ON THE MOON

I’m driving too slow or you’re going too fast

I’m afraid I can’t catch up with you,

I’m on my hands and knees and I’m begging for food

Picking up the crumbs that are left of you,

As you set out to see and you’re sailing away

Into the silence of things you won’t say...


You’re my world but I’m on the moon

Trying to find a way to get back to you


You’re the butterfly I’m the prisoner

You’re the screamer, I just whisper,

I’m on fire but all you see is ash

Don’t you remember our passionate past,

You still take my breath away but now I can’t breathe

‘Cause you don’t, you won’t share it with me...

REPEAT CHORUS 2X

I’m beside myself you’re inside you

Our rainbow is turning to black and blue,

Even your cheap cigars and your red wine

Can’t hide the darkness behind the sunshine,

And you’re poisoning me with your sweet cologne

You are everywhere and I’m all alone...


Barbie Doll

I will run your race, if you dish it I can take it

But I won’t lick the bottom of your shoe

I will hold on tight, and believe me I will fight

But there’s certain things I just won’t do

You may have a formula a diet for my mind

But why should I be listening to you?

Who gave you the right to be the ruler of my life?


You’re not my God, you’re not my teacher

What gives you the right to be my keeper?

I am a believer in myself you’re a deceiver and I’ve felt

your power poisoning my mind

I see your soul-sucking shame on you for cornering

the innocent and feeding them your lines

We may be little fish but we know how to swim

So you should not be trying to make us fly

BRIDGE:

Don’t waste your breath feeding me words I won’t ingest

Don’t point your finger in my face

I won’t be your barbie doll, your teddy bear your little ball

of clay that you can bend and mold and break

You may try to smother me but I’ve learned from my mother

there are certain things you just can’t take away



SKIN

Come in, out from the cold
Take off your coat, brush off the snow
Leave all your bags outside the door
You won’t need them with me anymore

Skin, I want to get down to your skin
Don’t stop me from coming in
Take off your skin

Slip out from your shell, abandon your name
Peel off your layers, don’t be afraid
Come and lie down, breathe in my breath
I want to drown, drown in your flesh

Skin, there’s nothing between us but
Skin, don’t stop me from coming in
Take off your skin

I want to get deeper, I need even more
I want to dance with your soul, deep in your core
I try to swim through your eyes and crawl through your kiss
But I can’t seem to reach you your body resists

Skin, there’s nothing between us but
Skin, stopping me from coming in
Take off your skin

I wish I could meet you some place other than here
Where the world would fade and we’d both disappear






IF I ONLY KNEW

If I only knew what you were thinkin’

But somehow you got me sittin’ here drinkin’

Last night’s wine

It’s complicated and I know you’re right,

And baby believe me I don’t want to fight

We just need a little time

If I only knew what to do,

If I only knew how I could keep you

If I only knew what I wanted

And if I only knew what you wanted too

Tell me what you want, tell me what to do

Tell me what do I have to do to keep you

I used to think I knew you inside out,

Now I’m never sure what you’re talkin’ about

I don’t know what you’re meaning

I’m sittin’ in the dark awake in bed,

I can hear you breath as you sleep instead

I wonder what you’re dreaming?

If I only knew what to do,

If I only knew how I could keep you

If I only knew what I wanted

And if I only knew what you wanted too

Tell me what you want, tell me what to do

Tell me what I have to do to keep you

Tell me what you want, tell me what to do

Tell me what I have to do to keep you Oooh, oooh...

If I only knew what to do,

If I only knew how I could keep you

If I only knew what I wanted

And if I only knew what you wanted too

Tell me what you want, tell me what to do

Tell me what I have to do to keep you

Tell me what you want, tell me what to do

Tell me what you need...



KILLING ME

Oh, the mornings are painful
When I wake up all alone
I still smell you on my pillow
And it hurts so bad I groan...

I take the hottest shower I can stand
To try and wash you away
I search in vain for ammunition
To make it through another day

Everything is torture, everything is rain
Everywhere I go, I’m haunted by your name

You’re killing me... you’re killing me
You’re killing me... you’re killing me

I force myself to function
I tell my legs to walk
It takes all the strength I have
To breathe... to talk

I’m living in slow motion
Where every second’s grueling
I tell everyone I’m fine
But I don’t know who I’m fooling

Everything is torture, everything is pain
Everywhere I go, I’m haunted by your name

You’re killing me... you’re killing me
You’re killing me... you’re killing me



LOSING CONTROL

When did I get so weak
How did I end up in submission
When did I end up on my knees
How’d you get me down in this position?

I had my regimen and my routine
I had my head where it should be
You rattled my cage, you slapped me in a daze
How dare you do this to me

I’m licking your fingers, I’m licking your toes
I’m kicking myself for letting go
I’m licking your fingers, I’m licking your toes
I’m kicking myself for losing... control.

You ride me ruthless like a cowboy
You dig your spurs into my flesh
You strap me in, and then you begin
To lure me into shamelessness

Damn you for getting me so dirty
And making me like it when you do
How come I somehow enjoy the wicked things
that you make me do to you


TWO FACES

You’re a smooth one and you got that smile

You keep everybody around intrigued for awhile

You feed us all a little cream and sugar and you pet me like a cat

You pump me up before launching your attack


You’re everybody’s favorite, everybody’s best friend

You come out looking like an angel, who’d you burn on the other end?


You got two faces, you go two ways

You got two tongues every other day

You got two stories and there’s been too much

That I don’t believe you anymore and I don’t trust you

One too many lies...

You breathe me in, you drink me down

When I’m not looking I know you’re gonna spit me out

‘Cause you always smile so pretty when you see the cameras flash

But behind the scenes I better watch my back


PIE

You got your foot in my door, you got your tongue in my mouth
You parked your car in my driveway and those stains don't come out
You're stickin' your hand in my fridge you're knockin' at my backdoor
You're stickin your nose in my business, what do you want me for?

If you want to be my friend I'd be surprised
All you want from me is a big fat piece of my pie

Everybody wants a piece of my pie everybody wants my cake
Everybody wants a drink of my coke everybody wants my shake

Don't you ring my doorbell, can't you read teh signs
I don't think I remember askin' you to come inside
You're walkin' all over my carpet you got footprints through my house
You overstayed your welcome, it's time for you to get out

If you want to be my friend I'd be surprised
All you want from me is a big fat piece of my pie.

I know what you're after, you think you're so sly
You pretend to be my friend, you just want my pie.